by Melissa
(Port st lucie Fla)
I am being forced from work to quit. It is not something I want to do, but America is not the land of the free anymore. I enjoy my smoke break so my change is going from a traditional cig to a non nicotine e cig. I can continue the habit without the nicotine. Yes I will be smoking water vapor but the habit of getting my break, will keep me from eating and gaining weight.
by Michelle
(Dallas, TX)
Will I Succeed at Never Smoking Again?
I am a 22 year smoker. I have tried many times before to quit and failed. And I have quit twice for more than a year each time only to start back. Each time I decided to start back I did so by telling myself I still had plenty of time left in life to stop and get healthy. Well, that has lead me through the last 15 years that passed in a blink of the eye.
I am now in my early 40's and I feel like I am in my 80's. I have no energy. No desire to get up and go. I feel like crap all the time. I don't like to go out because I can not go for a long time without a smoke. I feel as if every person who looks at me is judging me.
I have to beat this demon that has so much control of me. I hate being a slave to cigarettes. But I am. I do what it wants when it wants and have done so for far too long.
My quit date has come and gone twice in the past 2 months. I don't know why I have such fear in trying this again. I do not want to fail. I want to succeed and be proud of myself. I want my friends and family to be proud of me.
I have a small window of time left before the summer ends and life gets crazy again. I really hope I can do this.